The weight of the world is love. Under the burden of solitude, under the burden of dissatisfaction.

— Allen Ginsberg

ask me I won't say no, how could I?

http://www.formspring.me/johnadreams

I can't. I'm sorry.

hanging on to hate is exhausting;

taking scalding hot baths is one of my favorite things to do.

I really am happy. & I wish you could be, too. Even if you do say terrible things about me.

just stop.

I think my imagination keeps me alive.

you really got a hold on me

this is currently how I feel. I can't help it!

I am so tired. goodnight.
xo

revolution is the opium of the intellectuals.

starting the application process for school. again! I am going to be in so much debt. oh well! bye, new jersey, I will miss you occasionally, but the west coast is calling my name.

Rest In Peace, Dad

I really can't believe it's been two years. I miss you.

Je t'aime plus qu'hier moins que demain. . .

I'm in Love with Illusions so Saw Me in Half.

it is really quite strange to think about people you once thought you loved
only to realize they were complete strangers.

I love when people wash their hands of me.
it means I've dirtied them in the first place.
take your poetry & lies & faithless looks to someone else's bedside.
I'm rewriting our memories with another man,
clean slates & fresh sage taste earthy & burn just right.
lost & found & lost & found &
I'm just fine.

I'm wonderful.
xo

used to be

Rest in Peace.

I've developed a plan & I'm sticking to it no matter what. Looking forward to the future is getting me through the present.

<3

I have never been so disrespected in my life. Cutting all ties for good. This will have to be the goodbye we never had.